Growing Bigger!

Look at me. Look at that. Yes, in fact. That is fat. I hate when you tell me. I’m Skinny. I look just fine. I know your just trying to be kind. My pants are tight. My thighs are huge. Oh, Look. Fat saggy boobs. I want to cry. I want to hide. But skinny…

Happy Birthday

Well it’s that day again. My dad’s birthday. Which would be a great day to celebrate except that horrible thing called cancer took him in 2010. I’m less angry and bitter with god this year though. I wont even go there as that is a completely different blog *shrugs*. Anyway, Here I sit awake thinking about what…

Pass the Xanax, Please.

I am not sure I have really ever talked about my anxiety on this site. I have wrote about it for sure on my facebook and other various sites. But yeah, I suffer. I used to take medicine but now I go the NO med route. I am not sure that is the best choice…

Hello Valentine or NOT?

Valentine’s day is almost upon us and inquiring minds aka me wants to know; How many of you still exchange gifts, candy or other with your other 1/2 and what do you prefer to get/give and would you be upset if you didn’t receive anything….?? What about a hand written letter, better than a gift…??…

Ghosts, Anyone?

y Time for a good old book review. If you follow my blog, well thank you, you may be the last person still reading my crazy shit. But as you know I don’t do a lot of book reviews. Probably due to the fact that my ADHD allows me to make it through like 2…

Screw Normal, Crazy is More fun!

Guess whose back, uhhuh me. I am fueled on Diet coke and Gigi’s cupcakes tonight, so look out. I was looking over the first paragraph of the book I have been writing for years, which goes something like this: (I really thought when I sat down to write this book. It was going to be…

What the hell am I doing?

Have you ever just woke up and said What the hell am I doing?  I sure hope so. I don’t want to think I’m the only person going through this thing called life with not a clue. I thought by 46 Id have my life figured out. But not a chance. I am sitting here…