Growing Bigger!

Look at me.

Look at that.

Yes, in fact.

That is fat.


I hate when you tell me.

I’m Skinny.

I look just fine.

I know your just trying to be kind.


My pants are tight.

My thighs are huge.

Oh, Look.

Fat saggy boobs.


I want to cry.

I want to hide.

But skinny to fat.

Is my life.


I starve today.

I diet tomorrow.

I’ll eat this.

I’ll eat that.

And than wonder?

Why I’m getting fat?


I pray for peace.

I pray for self control.

Before I order another French fry to go.


I will try again to be skinny tomorrow.

Or pig out as usual.

And than live in self pity.

Guilt and sorrow.


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